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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Dadadadada
I cut my hair today
Dadadadada

Shortest post in my life as a blogger xD =D :D :-) :) X)

9:06 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Today was freakishly boring :-(
First time in the holidays I did not go out
Was looking forward to soccer
But they all never came down :-(
I saw Ashrul kicking the ball alone under the block xD
Haha

My mum is nagging me to cut my hair
Thus, I decided to cut my hair tommorow!
I think

Watching the smosh youtube video on Khai's blog was damn funny xD
Seriously,
Just go youtube,
And type in "smosh"
Dozens of smosh videos will come out
And each one of them is freaking funny :-)
Haha
Ciaoz

8:21 PM


Recently listened to a nice song
Freaking nice

James Morrison- You Make It Real



Mmmmm
There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of, my priorities
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me

2:00 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

Haiz
Did not go floorball training today
Supposedly because of the knee injury
But it turned out swollen
I could handle that.....
But then my arms had muscle aches all over
And I don't think I could go 3 hours swinging a stick around while my arms ached :)
So I skipped floorball training!
Haha

Bumped into Saufi after Friday prayers just now
Izzat too
They had a game at school
I queued up with them in the 31 queue
Then when the bus came, I left
Haha

Played soccer just now
Yeah, I know, I know
How come I cannot go training then can play soccer?
Haha
Playing soccer requires the using of feet only xD
Haha
But was off-form again today
Had no mood to play
After Khai "re-educated" Ashrul
For more info, visit his blog
It's under my links
Ashrul was literally brought to tears....
I did not mean that in a touching way,
But more of a "pissed off then cry" way
LOL
I feel tired now :-(
I should sleep soon:-)

8:38 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Freaking tired today
Sent off Ziyad at the airport just now
He will be gone for 3 weeks i think
:-(

Went to E-Hub after that
And "arcaded"
My hand pain sia.......
Throw the ball so many times.....
But it was a good workout!
Haha

Went home
And played soccer
Was off-form today
Then while playing,
My right foot slipped on a small puddle of water
And I landed on my left knee
I don't really want to use physics here,
But pressure=Force/area
My whole body weight divided my the small area of my left knee
That shows how much pressure I felt on my left knee
Then, everyone stopped playing soccer
Coz I was injured :-(
My left knee freaking hurts
I don't think I will go training tommorow :-(

9:01 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Tired today xD

Had a floorball friendly match today
We lost 2-6 :-(
Against East View Sec at East View Sec
Haha
Not too disappointed though
We did'nt really play seriously
Walked home with Ezra after that

Napped for a while
Coz I did not have sufficient rest coz I woke up at 3.45am this morning to catch the Man Utd vs Villareal game.
Both sides played cautiously
But Ronaldo could have scored if not for a one handed brilliant save from the Villareal goalkeeper :-(

Played soccer after that
At first, there were like 5 people only
Coz Johnathan, Max and Khai went to watch movie
They joined us freaking late
And we played soccer
Their friend, Xian or something?, tagged along to play with us
He's like the Chinese version of Khai
Haha
But I must admit, I was off-form today
Both for soccer and floorball :-(
Btw, nice song, Saufi :-)

9:59 PM


I recently read an interesting post on Kaine's blog
It goes like this:

17 signs you like a girl

SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late
at night and
they hang up, you still
miss them even when it was just two
minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and
over again.

FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with
them.

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart
beats faster but slower at the
same
time.

TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see
the
other people
around you, you just see
him/her.

EIGHT:
You start listening to
slow songs while
thinking about them.

SEVEN:
They're all you
think about.

SIX:
You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when
you're looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them!

THREE:
While
reading this, there was one
person
on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt
notice number twelve
was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to
check & are now
silently laughing at yourself.



Haha
Lol
Ciaos

6:48 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

Haiz....
I feel less EMO now
Thanks very much Saufi....
And the timing of the blog is weird...
8.59 pm becomes 4.29 am
I feel like doing a quiz now
Came from Haziq's blog

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
Awakening- Switchfoot (I'm already awake! Or am i half asleep right now?!?!?)

Will you get far in life?
Holding On- Taufik Batisah (Erm.... Does that mean I won't get far in life? Wth?)

How do your friends see you?
Welcome to my life- Simple plan. ( Ermm.... You mean they were'nt welcomed before?)

Will you get married?
When I look into your eyes- Firehouse (Lol. Who's the "you"?)

What is your best friend's theme song?
I promise forever- Taufik Batisah (Whoa, means that he often keeps promises?)

What is the story of your life?
You'll be okay- Varsity (My story life is the well- being of everybody!)

What was high school like?
Inside your heaven- Carrie Underwood ( Whoa! I'm still a secondary school student but my high school would be heavenly!)

How can you get ahead in life?
Used To- Chris Daughtry (I used to get ahead and now I'm not?)

What's the best thing about your friends?
Next to ya- Krys Ivory (Lol. This actually made sense! They are always beside me when I needed them!)

What's in store for this weekend?
Move on- Varsity (Move on from what?!?!?!)

Describe your grandparents.
I don't want to miss a thing- Aerosmith (Awwww... I don't want to miss my grandparents!)

How's your life going?
Insomniac- Varsity (Wow! I don't sleep! And it's the 3rd varsity song so far!)

What song will they play at your funeral?
You do you don't- The friday night boys (So they are confused on whether they should be crying or laughing?)

How does the world see you?
Automatic- Varsity (Like a robot? Wow! 4th varsity song! Maybe coz I got like 20 plus varity songs i think in my phone)

Will you have a happy life?
Seperti yang dulu- Ungu ( Translation: Just like last time. So I had a happy life in my last life?)

Do people secretly lust after you?
We're all in this together- High School Musical cast (WHAT?!??!?! They lust for me together?!?!?)

How can you make yourself happy?
Start of something new- Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens ( By starting stuff afresh, I can be happy?)

What should you do with your life?
Livin' on a prayer- Bon Jovi (Lol. I'm gonna work hard in life and not just slack like Amos in training today and "live on a prayer"!)

What does your mum think of you?
Everyday- Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens (Of course she thinks of me everyday!)

What is your deep, dark secret?
Remember the name- Fort Minor (I always remember other people's names?)

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
How to save a life- The fray (Lol. Why would my enemy want to save me?)

What's your personality like?
Unfaithful- Rihanna (WTF! I'm the total opposite okay....)

What song will be played at your wedding?
Why not me- Varsity (What do you mean "why not me?" I was chosen for the marriage was'nt I?!?1?!?)

this quiz is seriously funny. people who MIGHT wanna do it;
Max
Khai
Hamzah
Kaine

Moment of the day to highlight:
Soccer was damn ****ed up today.
7 on 7 in a tight space
How can Hargreaves show his skills?

8:29 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

I don't understand my life. I want to be happy but I am sad. I feel like emoing but I can't do it around people. Only when I am alone like how I am blogging now then I can really emo.

All those years in VS, I have been holding back. I am sorry, guys, really sorry coz I have been constantly lying for the past 3 years about certain parts of my life.

My words may not make sense. But lying to my friends is something I had to do to protect myself even though it hurts me. I had to avoid the same mistake I did in the past when it led to catastrophe. I had no choice. Now, I have. Coz the "restrictor" is gone. Might not have made sense but I think I had told Saufi and Haziq about it though I think they will be equally confused to when I had said this.

Lying is a part of life. But constantly for 3 years?........To your own friends? That is a huge sin. And I'm afraid I did it.

Only now do I have a choice. So what do I do? Continue lying? Or come clean with it since the "restrictor" is gone? I really want to do the latter. But I am hesitating. What should I do?

Very few times in these 3 years have I felt that the time was right for my friends to know the truth about me. One of it was the day when all stress is gone, or should I say night, with the still water and the shining stars blanketing the sky. I tried not to make it obvious but to some of you, you would understand what I am talking about, specifically people who look with three eyes, not two, people like Ziyad or Saufi.

Each time I think about the "restrictor", I feel that it is more of a curse than a blessing. I'm different from others in the fact that I have this "restrictor" while others don't. I swear.

Silence for 3 years. I guess it's time to come clean. I shall do it in due time. I just need more time to think about it. And when I do, I have to be sure to avoid what happened in the past.

I am neither exxagerating nor lying about this. All I have said is true. I AM hurt deep inside. Now I have found the cure. I can reach for it. Or I can leave it there. If I reach for it, there's no guarantee my hand will come back in one piece. That is my situation right now.

Come to think of it, I think I have been a bit too emo. I am telling you guys that I have a problem in my life, but not telling you guys what it is. The best way to solve it is to tell others. But like I said, my hand may not come back in one piece. I am not trying to be sentimental or anything, Saufi and others. I am trying to convey my feelings across.

Knowing my feelings is not hard. This post and the last one are similar. They don't come together, but they show similar feelings. And like I said, if my feelings DO get across, please keep it a secret. I am not the master of deception nor can I read ancient ruins. But what I know is that if you can't UNDERSTAND something, then look at it from a different angle. The sun moves from East to West to us, but also North to South when it is setting. I am not so good with riddles but if you feel me, like I said, zip it.

9:41 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I'm confused. Should I let the past be the past? Is the past worth thinking about? Or should I look to the future?

Lying in bed at night is a time for someone to sleep. However, this has not been the case for me. I lie in bed for 1 hour before I sleep coz I'm always thinking about the past and how I could have changed it for the better.

Once something is done, it's done. Yeah, I know that. I can accept most things in my life when they're gone. But this is different. It's something that will change my life forever.

Very few things in my life deserves my thinking of it every day and every night. But, like I said, it's different.

Every single day, I think about it.... What should I do? Should I just move on or is it worth chasing back?

All those years I had..... I could have changed it.... But I chose not to... Coz of personal reasons......

Gone are all those years in which I could have made that significant change in my life... I feel like regretting it but should I?

I have a heart that's hurt deep inside. What I say may not make sense. I try to be jovial most of the time but I guess it's time to confide.

Rolling into confession... That's what I should do to make me better.... Don't bug me about this post... I hate it when people talk to me about the EMO side of me...

Listen, I could not have made it any clearer to you beloved readers of my blog. So, for those of you who grasp what I am trying to say, my advice is- Keep it to yourself, PLEASE. This post will either make complete sense to some of you guys or utter nonsense to others. But, seriously, keep it to yourself for those some of those who understand my true feelings. Thanks. I feel better now.

8:49 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I'm freaking boring

Moment of the day to highlight:
Played soccer again :)

6:43 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Looking back on my 4 years in VS, I've had so many sweet memories that I'll treasure with me forever. Sweet. Sour. All of them. Being a Victorian means so much to me, and having an all-boys school as a secondary school helps a lot =D Let's take a trip down memory lane, shall we? I'll start with memories of my lower secondary school life =D I'll do the upper secondary school another day, haha

Sec 1
When I was in Sec 1, I could still remember how lost I was back then. A totally new different school. I did not recognize anybody, except for some of them whom I have connections to.

I can remember my seniors trying to make everyone learn the Victorian Spirit, something I did not understand back then
It was the first school I have been in in which they really want us to bond and feel the school's history
There was no such thing as the "TNPS Spirit" back when I was in primary school. Maybe it's because we are more mature as a teenager and we can see life from a different perspective

I remember how much I hated school then. And how I always fell asleep during HML class, something which I don't now.

At the start of the year, we were still getting to know one another. The sec 1 camp was great. I don't remember the details, but I do remember that rock climbing was cancelled because of the rain :)I was already wearing the gear and all and was up next to climb when drops of rain fell from the sky. What perfect timing xD Haha. I'm kinda scared of heights xD.
And it was the first time I kayaked. I did not know how to swim then (Yes, I did not know how to swim then. I quit swimming class when I was in P2 when my little bro was born coz my mum could no longer send me to swimming lasses at night)

Which brings me to this point, VS offered swimming classes then.
I took it up and 10 weeks later, I had my bronze certificate with me :) and the feeling that it's great to swim :) I could remember how enthusiastic I was for the test, but I realised that I forgot to bring my pyjamas -.- Thank God that Jun Wei lent me his, haha

The first time I saw the Victorian Sprit in action was when we were in the cross country championship. We won both the C div and B div titles. I could sill remember how ecstatic Victorians were and we kept cheering and cheering. Singing the Victorian Anthem was a major honour. That was a major showing of the Victorian Spirit and it made me start to realise what "Victorian Spirit" really means

I grew more attached to the school as the months go by. I missed the school cross country run because of a hockey match. I was not in the floorball team then but I was in the hockey team and unfortunately, we did not make the semi-finals. I still have the away jersey, and it's so tight on me now xD I wonder where I placed my home one though, haha

Which brings me to this point. I did not have a CCA when I was in primary school. Floorball and hockey were my first CCAs. Therefore, I was not fit back then. 13min 25s for my 2.4km run. I was disappointed but satisfied as I knew that I could never reach great heights if I did not have a CCA to back me up. I did not even take part in our sport's day.

But towards the end of the year, I realised that we have some really talented newcomers to floorball in my year - The sec 1 students who just joined floorball and were not from DSA. I still remember how Clement, Phay, Haziq, Hafidhzhin, Hamzah and me were the people I thought were "bright sparks" and were those who were in the original "Fab 6" xD

As I grew more attached to the school, I also grew more attached to the class. I still miss my sec 1 and 2 class, especially with Wei Jian at the helm and Mirza by his side, nothing went wrong.

My results at the end of sec 1 were quite bad. Like Mr Low said, Performance = Potential - Interference. I had high "interference". However, I did not really care back then as sec 1 is the "honeymoon year" for students, just to get used to secondary school life. Before I knew it, my honeymoon year was over.

Sec 2
This was one of my best years in my life as a proud Victorian, though I think sec 3 was slightly better and not a match for sec 4 xD
At the start of the year, I was curious to see how far the Victorian Spirit can go
I saw high levels of It in people like Ziyad but low levels of It in others

That year, we did not win any titles in the cross country championship :(
But I still saw the amazing Victorian Spirit.
We cheered so much that I was hurt, literally, not emotionally
For those who were there, you know what i mean
I need not have to elaborate on that

Floorball trainings then were very intensive then
It was the peak of the "Seventh Heaven" Exercise
We had to run up the stairs near the library up to the 7th floor, run straight towards the field stairs, run down 7 floors to the 1st floor, then run back straight to the library. 7 TIMES.

It was freaking tiring, along with the other fitness and conditioning exercises
Like running up the stairs to the parade square and down again (I don't know how many freaking times we did that)

It was tiring, but I knew that it would really help my fitness.
I ran 2.4km in 10 min 17 s. It's way short of the best runners but a satisfactory improvement from from the previous year. There was no school cross country run that year, so I missed yet another chance to run.

But it was the only year in which I won 1st place at something. Wait. Correction. The only year WE won 1st place at something. Coz the VS floorball team won the National Floorball Championships as a TEAM, something our juniors would achieve 2 years later too. Well, it was the first year I actually made the floorball team considering I was obviously not good enough in Sec 1, haha. And as I expected, the "Fab 6" made the team =) I was kinda the benchwarmer back then. The times when me and some friends would always be the ones to fill up the bottles xD And the times when we would go to Mac's after matches even though Mr Amir told us to lay off the fast food xD But I could still remember the countdown in the final 10s of the final. "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0!!!" That was one of the best and hair-raising moments of my life. It was the only time I felt like I was in a team of national champions. Yup. NATIONAL CHAMPIONS. I still can't believe I was in a team that held that title 2 years ago. And when I look at the photos of that day with us holding up our medals, we were still small cute boys xD
And one of the most memorable parts was when we were given our medals at school. Everyone was already cheering even before we got up the stage. And after we got our medals, we did the long VS cheer on stage in front of the whole school and correct me if I'm wrong, but that was the ONLY time a VS team from any sport did a cheer on stage during prize giving as far as I can remember in these 4 years xD

We almost did the double that year. We made it to the hockey finals, which I could remember was on hamzah's birthday. We were techically on par with our opponents, Jurong West. But alas, we lost 0-4 =( But it was totally not a reflection of what happened. I could still remember how they had only 5 shots on target and yet scored 4 goals while VS had a dozen shots or so? If there were a "Keeper of the tournament" trophy, their keeper would win that award hands down. It was a disappointment for the supporters who came to support, even though there weren't as many as we had expected. Nevertheless, it was sad for us as the scoreline made us look bad. I could remember Kwek crying at that time.

It was a year in which I was in 2 teams that won and lost a final. I felt the joy of becoming national champions and the agony of just missing out on being national champions, both in the same year. But, it was different from what I would experience in sec 4, partly because I was a bit-part player then. What could you expect from a guy in his 2nd year in the sport? I didn't really feel the agony of defeat back then, coz I didn't feel like I played much of a part that year, meaning that I think the results would still be the same without me.

And it was the year the "Fab 6" made the team for the Men's Division 3 Floorball League. The DSAs from our year played in the Div 2 and some seniors helped us in Div 3 too =) The whole thing was more for experience. To expose us to top quality floorball. We were playing against opponents much bigger and stronger than us and they were people who left Sec school long ago, lol. I could still remember how we got whacked in every game (except the last one of course, which I shall talk about later xD) And how Mr Amir would praise us everytime we scored a goal, even though in most floorball games, scoring at least once is the bare minimum, being a high scoring sport xD So we were getting whacked big time every game and we were happy about it xD I scored 2 goals that year =) The first one was a reaaaally tyco "shot" (notice the inverted commas xD) Well, it was a free hit (equivalent to a free kick in soccer). So I just whacked the ball upfront. It wasn't really a shot. But surprise, surprise, it found it's way into goal xD I didn't know I scored at first. Coz the goalposts's view were blocked by an opponent, which further vindicates how tyco it was xD Then I saw my teammates running towards me and I was like "Huh? What? I scored?? xD And we were celebrating as if we won the game even though I only pulled back a goal to make it 1-12 or something =.= But I guess it's kinda shameful if I were them, seeing a bunch of secondary school kids celebrating after scoring a goal against us.

The second goal was in our final match, against some Keming club, made up of students younger or around our age =) Well, I kinda screwed up coz I should have scored a lot more after some brilliant setting up by my teammates, especially Hamzah. I was playing as a forward then, and the only reason why I played there was because Haziq didn't come. But he missed out on the fun! xD Johnathan Phay scored 5 goals in that match, with me assisting most of his goals xD But the most memorable moment when Clement scored what I dubbed the "goal of the century". I swear it was by far the best floorball goal I've ever seen, eclipsing those scored by players superior to Clement. Clement's a long distance specialist. He already scored a long range goal before THAT goal. But then he picked up the ball on the halfway line and we were screaming "shoot!" even though it was near impossible to score from that kind of situation. But then he let fly this shot which I thought was going over but it dipped tremendously, but the most impressive part was that it CHIPPED THE KEEPER EVEN THOUGH HE WAS ON HIS LINE! the ball went in and I was like "OMG! OMG! OMG!", Clement was stunned and even Mr Amir had to clap his hands in awe xD. Well, that was the goal of the century, haha. And certainly a great way to end floorball in sec 2 =)
The only thing I was sad seeing was how Johnathan Phay slacked at the end of the year, which saw him miss out on the sec 3 and 4 team, never realizing the high potential I believe he has =(

My results then were equally terrible coz of the high "interference"
I was around 94th I think? In the whole level
I realised then that I needed to buck up
I needed to start doing what I haven't been doing - get serious for studies
I barely scraped through into triple science and got subject combination that I desired
I realised at this point of time that it was time to turn over a new leaf
For a new Afi to emerge
A new Afi that would take studies seriously and not fool around
A new Afi that would challenge the boundaries of the word "improvement"




















7:27 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

I'm a Libra
And I read recently that Libras are secretive about their love life,
Must see the world with two eyes and not one (????)
And must open up to the world more
....
(Question Marks)
(Question Marks)
(Question Marks)
What the hell is that supposed to mean?!!?!?!!!?!

Nvm
Played soccer again today
Even though I am on a flu
Just can't resist :)
But soccer today was the FUNNIEST so far
Totally exhausted myself out
I realise that I get tired faster if I laugh a lot rather than running non-stop
I know
Coz I do both a lot xD
Yeah..
About today,
Zafri was body-pushed to the floor
Then Khai wanted to pass to me but ended up hitting Zafri's head instead while he was on the floor
So Zafri was on the floor writhing in pain
And Alif the opportunist tried to take advantage by attacking our goal
While the rest of us were stoning around Zafri
In Malay, he was like "semangat-semangat"
So I was like
"Oi! No sportsmanship is it?"
But he continued dribbling
Then Khai said
"Stop!"
At that point of time,
Alif slipped and fell flat on the ground
We all seriously laughed like we never laughed before
We were literally ROFL
We were saying that it was redemption and Khai had powers
Coz when he said "Stop!" Alif literally but unpurposingly(Is that even a word?) stopped
How I describe it may not be funny to some people
But if even the EMOest person in the world saw the incident,
He guarantee laugh until he cannot laugh anymore
Onl Alif did not find it funny though
But the rest of us did
I could not even play properly
Coz I kept falling to the floor in a fit of laughter:)

I realised that I have been receiving lesser tags as the holidays go by
Maybe people are lazy and are slacking instead of reading blogs.........
But, still tag away!

Moment of the day to highlight:
I've got my "hafalan" exam for my religious class tommorow!!!!
But I am still slackin..... ):

10:02 PM


Went to the Esplanade area the other night
Splendid view
Did not go anywhere today though
Slept a lot today
Woke up at 6.15
Slept again at 7
Woke up at 11
Slept again at 3
Woke up again at 5
To play soccer!
Alif and Irfan were damn late today
Coz Alif was over at Irfan's house kocoking adding PSP games
So we wanted to walk over to Irfan's house
And surprise them
It would be cool if we were on the phone
And we ask them hurry up
Then they will ask where we are
Then we would say
"OUTSIDE YOUR FREAKING HOUSE!"
Coooooooool
Haha
Lol
But then we saw Alif and Irfan cycling towards us
So we ran all the way back
Haha
So we started playing soccer a bit late
Did not keep score xD
But Khaiwas DAMN CRAP
Yet again

Moment of the day to highlight:
I never knew sleeping a lot was so fun :)

6:46 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Yet another boring day
I have a sudden urge to go to escape theme park
Don't know why
Who cares?

Anyways, the only time I went out today was....
(Drumrolls)
To play soccer
Like yesterday,
I am totally exhausted
For laughing too much :D
Not my fault!
Khai and his crapness never fails to liften my mood
There was this one moment in the game
When the opponent rammed the ball so very damn bloody freaking hard
That it could have given someone a concussion if hit in the head
Or could have taken away a boy's father's day if hit in the (ahem)
I did not know what I was thinking
But, like I always do,
I just put my head in the way of the ball
WHAM!
I felt this prickling sensation at the back of my neck
Like my head wanted to come off
But my neck did not want it to
I must admit,
That was the hardest shot I have ever blocked with my head
It made me see stars for a few seconds
But I guess I could handle it
And my friends were like
"Okay or not?"
But I was just fine....
And I noticed,
Everytime I headed the ball,
My friends would call me "Kepala Batu"
Or "Stone Head" in English

My body is warming up now....
I think I'm falling sick
I think I'm gonna sleep soon
I don't have the appetite to eat dinner
I think I'll skip it...

Moment of the day to highlight:
Downloaded Prison Break and Heroes today :)
The two best series ever!
Omg...
Hope Hiro Nakamura never die....

8:16 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008

Wanted to blog yesterday
But the mouse was spoilt :(
Damn
I'm using the new mouse now :)
I've been literally camping at home for the past two days
Except for going to religious class yesterday
And going to play soccer for both days
So I am practically almost bored to death
Spending my time watching TV, sleeping and playing gaming consoles
I want to go to school!

On a lighter note,
Playing soccer was fun today!
Totally exhausted
Not because i ran too much
But because I LAUGHED too much
Yup, that's right,
I LAUGHED too much
Till I became exhausted
Coz Khai was crapping A LOT
With his damn funny jokes
Throughout the whole game
And Jonathan and I was like
Laughing on the floor while the other team attacked
Yup, we lost
And laughter brought our downfall
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

We came up with a new goal celebration though
Coz the other day,
Alif came down looking tired
And Jonathan said that he "kocoked" too much
So everytime we score a goal,
We will take a few steps,
Take a small leap,
And do the action of "kocoking"
The way Jonathan did it was DAMN funny
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Moment of the day to highlight:
Well, this actually happened yesterday
Not today
But still worth highlighting
We all just came down to play soccer
And were wasting time
(Not making the teams yet and all)
Then Khai was like shouting
"OI! MAKE TEAM LAH!"
With his usual laugh
And he was threatening to throw the ball at the lights if we still played around
And so we were like
"Whatever lah"
And HE REALLY THREW THE BALL AT THE LIGHTS
And the glasses fell on the floor,
Smashed to pieces
We were like WTH??!!!?!?!?!?!?
And so,
We migrated to the next block to play soccer

8:23 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Haha
I can't believe it!
Finally, some freedom!
Yeah, it was just one o level paper
But it made me one heck of a nervous person
Now, it's time to look to the future
I can finally REALLY slack for the first time this year xD
It's time for a break
From studies
From soccer
From CCAs
Just plain old stay at home and play, sleep schedule
And I'm loving it
No worries about life
No nagging to read malay newspaper :)
Just slack, slack, slack
I think I'm going to do this for the next few days
So that means I'm thinking of ponning training tommorow
So I can SLACK at home
But I don't think I can resist the temptation of playing soccer with my soccer friends though
A man needs his exercise right?

Moment of the day to highlight:
Red Alert 3 Rocks!
The graphics are sooooooooo nice!
Which makes me love to play it!

4:07 PM

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Babysteps

babysteps - varsity

(Ohh) (Yeah yeah)

Admit it, we're finished, you don't want me no more (No)
Like a night mare, I lived it, it was too big to ignore (Ooh)
I hear the sounds but they pass me by.
My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone -

Help cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
Its like you left me so dead (So dead, so dead)
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets (Oh woah)
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

Help cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Its unexplainable, kind of and unattainable when the person you love aint enough.
I feel so pitiful, look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.
I need some, help.

(x2)
Help cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.



Varsity Rocks :)


Moment of the day to highlight:
Scored one HELL of a goal today
While playing with my soccer friends
A curling free kick
The keeper apparently could not see the ball
Cause many people blocking him xD

9:38 PM


FORMSPRING!