I wanna watch Glee tonight!
But then I also must sleep soon =/
I didn't sleep at all last night coz I couldn't sleep, for particular reasons
And there's training tomorrow too!
But still, I shall watch Glee xD

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Why is everyone ponning school tomorrow?!
When I'm contemplating coming despite my injured leg!
Ahhhh, having second thoughts now =/

2nd match against YJC, and we won 5-3 :D
It was a really tough game, and the opponents played damn rough
Scored 2 and forced 1 own goal, so I guess it made up for missing the last 2 periods of the first game, I guess
But should have scored at least 4!
So many chances!
Marshall was like, WTH AFI! HAHAHA
Oh wells, next game's next Tuesday against RVHS
And and, when I scored my 2nd goal just now, the momentum brought me crashing into the boards
OUCH
Now I've got these few bruises on my right leg
I can't even walk properly and climbing up and down stairs are damn painful
Seriously, it still hurts now
And I had to cab home just now coz I couldn't go home by public transport in this condition
And I would have to freaking cross that overhead bridge with many many steps if I did LOL
Oh wells, now I'm not sure if I should go school tomorrow with this leg =/
I'll just wake up tmr and decide lah xD
Oh yeah, and PW group's out!
Ernest and Kenny's my group! :D
I thought Ms Ng was gonna separate the 5 of us (Naresh, Ernest, me, Aaron, Kenny) but 3 of us ended up in the same group LOL

I'm now surrounded by physics notes literally around me which will take some time to arrange properly
But heck, physics e-assesment is finally over, and i totally raped it LOL xD
Finally something I can feel relieved about :D

It's around 2am in the morning and I'm still here
Today (or yesterday) was kind of disappointing
Haizzz, I can't even do simple things right
I bought a musicfest ticket to support a friend and in the end, I didn't watch her perform coz training ended late and I went in after intermission?
You know, I wouldn't have came if she didn't convince me to some time ago
So I'm sorry Vic!
I really didn't expect training to end later than expected
I felt really guilty afterwards and a bit emo
But still, congrats for the 2nd place! xD

On another note, I know what it feels like to have someone feel that I'm ignoring that person, blocking that person out of existence.
I don't even talk to you
That's not entirely true, but I know what it feels like to be the other way round too
I'm not making much sense, so still, nvm
I don't know what to do
Can you give me a sign?

Alright, our first A Div game was played just now and we won HCI 7-2(:
Well, we're kinda half-strength?
If our players weren't suspended, we'd probably win by around 10 goals? xD
Or maybe around there lah, haha
And I played 1 period only):
That's like 7-8 min since it's rolling sub?
Still, wtf, I had breathing difficulties =/
Like, I couldn't breathe a lot):
Haizzzz, Yan didn't let me play coz he didn't wanna risk me =/
Why the heck must it happen right now?
Ahhh, at least I scored 1 goal in the time I played so not so bad lah
But I was quite emo
Next game's against YJC and at least Kai Liang's coming back from suspension
But some still are though =/
So it's gonna be one hell of a tough game
And the bus ride back home was pretty fun
Soffian, Bing Yu and I were sitting at the back of the bus and he was telling us life stories, haha
And he gave us bgr advice, coz he was kinda experienced at it, LOL
But true lah, at least his advice made sense
LOL
Now I'm, gng to sleep soon
Hahaha

I reached home like, what? Half an hour ago?
And now I have to do my PI AGAIN? -.-

I just wanted to do something nice for you, not be a nuisance in your life for a change, but I guess nothing I do is nice to you

I finally finished my overdue PI 3rd draft(:
Scholes scored the winner in the 93rd minute in the Manchester derby(:
Finally some good news for me xD
But still, you, your advice ain't working yaw! =/
It's like permanent marker like that
I'm still a bit _______ though =/

I'm sorry for being me
Coz everything I do seem to screw up
Fuck it, I care when people are pissed at me or pissed at other people
Can't life just be great?
But no, it just has to kill me
Floorball is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now

I'm in the bus alone now
Nothing beats emo-ing than going home alone on a rainy night in the bus
I miss the February days):
Do you?

Tell me what it is
Tell me what you want to see
And I'll try to be it
I'll try to be that thing
'Cuz your desires are like
Opportunities for me
To help an angel

Tell me what it is
Tell me what you need to hear
I'll find a way to mean it
I'll change the world the way you like
If only anything there was that
I could do
To melt your heart
That is hard for me

How far & how long must I go?
Without a taste of love fulfilled
Not bittersweet
The way I feel when you are near
Is love
And gives me reason to endure
Whatever comes

Tell me what it is
Tell me what your soul is missing
I will summon prophets
And teachers from the past
I won't sleep until you rest
I won't stop to catch my breath
Until you're breathing easy

How far & how long must I go?
Without a taste of love fulfilled
Not bittersweet
The way I feel when you are near
Is love
And gives me reason to endure
Whatever comes

If I may, if I may help--I will
Beside you I have everything I need
To go forward boldly
To face anything at all
And to flower together
More than we ever could alone

How far & how long must I go?
Without a taste of love fulfilled
Not bittersweet
The way I feel when you are near
Is love
And gives me reason to endure
Whatever comes

Upgrading this GC is taking freaking long, wtf
We lost to P9 today):
So unless they slip up in the last few games, we're probably gonna finish 3rd, narrowly missing out on promotion
Oh wells, I played like shit today
Of course I did, with all the distractions I'm facing now
But I wanna confront this problem
If I keep running away from the problems I face, when will I learn to solve them?
This will be really tested next year
And I don't wanna fail
I wanna pass with flying colours
But this is the first step

Pardon the use of vulgar language I'm about to use, but
I've made so many fucking mistakes in my life
Many that I've regret
But it's just that I don't have the fucking courage sometimes to correct them
It's all my fault and no one else's, just like it has always been
School's being suckish coz it's been going on
And I can't even fucking do a simple good drag shot in floorball anymore
I don't want this to continue till A Div
Fuck, I don't want this to continue another day
It's not that I don't want to make this right
I think everyday on what I should do to make everything alright, but each time I'd think I'll look and sound like an idiot doing that
Fuck, it's not nice to be avoided right?
Maybe I deserve it, maybe I really do
Maybe I deserve to get fucked up coz of everything I've done
I just wonder when the day would come when I'll be a fucking man
But this is just fucking awkward for me sometimes
I'm sorry guys, for cursing so much
I just needed to let that out(:

I hate it when I feel guilty
I hate it when I screw myself up over things
Sometimes I do think that my presence has been more of a nuisance than a blessing
And if that's the case, sometimes, people are better off without me around screwing everything up
I've got to get my life back on track
All I wanted was just a good normal life
But I just had to get myself into a whole lot of trouble =/
It's high time I start having the right mindset and confronting this situation
But it also does spur me on in other aspects of life, as I don't want those expects to be as much of a failure as this
A Div 2010
But sometimes, things like A Div is worth giving up if it means everything would be back to normal

Trust
It's a very powerful word
I don't like to hate/not like people, but hey, don't make me regret this trust i entrusted

Haiz):