Have you heard of the butterfly effect?
Go google it if you haven't
I'm afraid I might have started one
If I hadn't started it, it would rob the joy and some pain my friends should have had
But seeing how it brought much more pain than joy, I'm beginning to think that I've made bad decisions in my life
Maybe I shouldn't have encouraged it
Maybe I shouldn't have started this butterfly effect
Now, I'm seeing my friends suffer because of my mistakes
One thing leads to another
And let me tell you this,
If you told me 3 months ago that the events in this past month would happen,
I would have thought it was a totally impossible joke
And now that "totally impossible joke" is staring at me dead in the eye
How could I have forseen this coming?
And it seems that people can be clingy sometimes
But now, I guess I'll just hope for the best =)

On a sidenote, have you ever been pranked big time before?
And you cried because of the sensitivity of it?
Bcoz you thought it was really true?
And even when you learnt the truth, you're still really sad?
How do I make this sadness go away?
The thought of what if the prank was true makes me shudder
But hey, I just have to get over it right?

MY LIFE IS JUST SO CONFUSING RIGHT NOW

1st day of school!
Went ok, I guess
My physics teacher used the periods designated for the H1N1 thingy to teach physics! =.=
So I had 3 hours of physics before recess
Dang
I slept halfway through xD
Haha

Had the AYG thingy after school
Played floorball and I realised that I still need to work on it after not playing for so long
Besides, I was playing with a slightly sprained ankle, which got really irritating when it feels like it was burning
Damn painful
But heck, I just played, like Hamzah xD

How the heck do you print the timetable nicely??
I only managed to print the small-sized one =(
Ans that after trying for damn long and wsting so much ink and paper =.=
I want the big-sized one! xD
Haha

Oh! And I heard Valencia's arrival at Man Utd is imminent! =D

School starts tomorrow!
And I haven't printed out the time table yet =.= (yes, it changed, people xD)
And Mr Chan called me up to bring my updated A Math file for checking on Monday, which I left under my desk throughout the holidays xD
He reminded me to bring the Crescent Girl's paper too
Lol
And tomorrow's the AYG thing!
Gonna have to bring the floorball stuff =)
I went offline for 10 hours and I logged in to find 37 new e mails =.=

Stupid left knee
I lost my clean sheet to Max yesterday =(
My knee's still not recovering
It happened a few times before
But it's always ok the next day
And it's already been a few days now
Damn
Nak sujud pun susah sak...
Hopefully it would be ok soon =)

Omg
It's Man Utd's new home kit for next season
It's.... weird, lol

Whew
What a tiring day
Lol
Watched Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen today!
AND IT WAS THE BOMB!!! xD
Haha
Seriously, the visual effects were superb!
And I can't wait for Transformers 3! =)
Well, my friends went to eat and go bowling after that,
But I couldn't
I was going studying with some other friends, so yup.
Basically rushed to Tampines and managed to squeeze a solat at MDG xD
Haha
We studied till around 5+
Then I rushed home,
And went for soccer! xD
Haha
It was kinda enjoyable, I guess =)
Except that I have this problem with me left knee
It's a bit "off", lol
Every time I bend it, it hurts
So it's kinda hard to solat, especially sujud-ing when the pain is the worst
Lol
Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow =)
Anyways, I rushed home after soccer,
And went for tuition!
Lol
The new tutor's a bit... weird xD
She laughs a bit like a lamb, lol
But I can't fault her for her friendliness xD
Haha
So I went home after that,
So here I am!
Haha
Hmm... Should I do my homework later?
I shall see first xD

Omg
I lost my memory of what happened today
*waits*
Oh yeah
Had the english workshop thing just now
Free Oreos! xD
But pretty much boring besides that
Didn't get to play soccer (again =.=)
But tomorrow's gonna be a packed day!
I'm ponning the last lesson of the workshop to watch Transformers 2 with my friends xD
And don't think I'm naughty by doing that! xD
And I'm going somewhere to study after that
Then I've got tuition too after that
And not forgetting, HOMEWORK at night too!
Haha
So basically, yup, a really packed day
I should sleep early tonight
Lol

The muttons on 987 fm are so freeeaaaaking funny! xD
Haha
They were discussing how the era around Titanic was when Leonardo Di Caprio was the "hot" thing and all the girls were going gaga over him and when "Brad Pitt was just ok looking"
Then in this era, Brad Pitt is the one who's the "hot" thing and Leonardo Di Caprio was "just ok"

Mutton 1: Eh, now Leonardo Di Caprio like never do anything big recently ah
Mutton 2: Ya. He should act in a big movie, you know. Like a sequel for Titanic.
Titanic 2. Sure good one.
Mutton 1: But cannot lah, mutton.
Mutton 2: Why cannot?
Mutton 1: Bcoz he die in the end what. Freeze to death.
Mutton 2: Oh ya ah.
Mutton 1: Alamak. Bodoh lah you!
*muttons burst into laughter*
*afi bursts into laughter*
xD
They're the best, man! =)

Hamzah got lost finding a block too!
Just like me!
Heh
So Kak Wani, looks like I'm not the only one with what you called "kental-ness"! xD
Haha!
And I just realised
Hamzah's blog writing style is similar to mine
One sentence per line
Lol
Hmmm... He copied me! Coz I got my blog first! xD
Haha
JK lah =)
I guess we're more alike than we know
Now what's left for me is to grow shorter and get braces! xD xD xD

I think the english workshop's not really that bad, lol
It helps when you have a fun teacher! =)
Ok
I shall sleep early tonight
Coz I'm damn freaking tired after sleeping late and waking up early these past few days, haha
I stayed up till 2am yesterday (technically this morning xD)doing my homework
(Just 3 more A Math papers to finish the 18 Math papers given [added paper 1 and 2 xD])
But of course, people like hamzah are waayyyy ahead of me, haha
Oh wells
I guess that pretty much sums up a boring day, lol

739
Damn
I hate that freaking block
I got lost
And I spent damn long trying to find it
Haha
Anyways, soccer friends played somewhere else today
So it was either I don't play today or I played at BLOCK 739
Haha
And apparently they asked me to take 293 and "alight at block 700+" (i didn't know it was 739 then)
I checked and it was a freaking 8 stops from interchange
I alighted and was lost at around block 720+
Walked around for a while looking for them
Then I called Max and was told it was block 739
So I went back to the bus stop and saw that "Blk 734" was 2 stops away
I was late
So I ran and ran
And I guessed correctly which route 293 took
Then I stepped into a puddle of mud
Damn!
I couldn't run coz the mud was making my slipper slip off
So I wasted my entire bottle of water washing the mud off my slipper and foot
Then I continued running
Found the "2 bus stops away" bus stop
And I went into the blocks
It looked a bit familiar
Then I just realised
I RAN ONE WHOLE LOOP AROUND THE WHOLE BLOCKS COZ I DIDN'T KNOW 293 WENT IN A LOOP
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
I WASTED MY FREAKING ENERGY RUNNING IN A LOOP AND WASTED ALL MY WATER WASHING OFF THE MUD!!!!
And so I was at block 734 and I couldn't find block 739, lol
So I was about to give up
Then I tried my luck at the next cluster of blocks with a different colour
The first block I saw was 736
I was like "Hell yeah! Finally!"
And I found them soon after =)
Played soccer,
But not that long =(
Coz they started way before I came
Well, could have played longer if I didn't get lost xD
So I went home after that,
Then we took a bus from this bus stop
It was then when I realised that it was a bus stop 3 stops away from the library, which was 2 stops away from my house =.=
I was like "Wth! Why you all ask me take 293 then??"
So I kinda wasted precious soccer time over the unnecessary part of travelling AND getting lost
What luck
The good news?
I know how to get there now xD
Haha

P.S. The english workshop thingy's not bad, really. Saufi made it sound like it's something to dread, lol
xD

Had a really tiring day
Don't know why but I felt damn lethargic
I had tuition just now
And I forgot to mention this,
But I had a change of Physics tuition teacher on Thursday =(
I really liked the old one =)
Haha
And because Khai wanted me to do this,
I shall blog about his self proclaimed "best pass he made" =.=
Haha
As always, I came late for soccer coz of tuition
And I always had only half an hour of soccer or less =(
But yeah,
I played as goalkeeper =)
And I think I'm getting better and better at it xD
(Hehe. Max, you can't deny it xD)
Anyways, Khai made this great through ball to Max with his heel, though it was more of tyco than skill xD
Max didn't score,
But I think Zafri put away the rebound xD
Haha
I'm so tired right now
And I've got a bad feeling about tomorrow
A really bad feeling
I dunno
Hopefully...
I dunno
I'm just so confused right now

Adanya mimpi itu yang boleh membawa makna
Mimpi yang betul-betul rasa sungguh benar
Mimpi yang sangat menakutkan
Mimpi yang dirasai bahawa ia diturunkan dari Tuhan
Mimpi yang boleh membawa tangisan kepada pipi seseorang
Setiap mimpi itu pasti ada maknanya
Apa makna mimpi ku ini?
Memang itulah kali pertama aku menangis akibat suatu mimpi

Whew
What a tiring day
I stayed up till after midnight yesterday going my homework (chey, good boy seh xD)
So yeap,
Was kinda short on sleep
Went to my grandmother's place for a gathering =)
It was really fun,
And a welcome break from all the stress I've been facing =)
Really tired now,
But I think I'm gonna do my homework later xD
Haha

To the guy: Hey, take it easy ok? Hopefully, everything will turn out ok for you aite? =)

Scored a damn nice goal yesterday during soccer
The build-up was freaking amazing
Right Khai?
Some *ahem* assist *ahem* there xD

If something is worth waiting for, would you wait as long as it takes to get it?

My day?
Boring
Damn boring
Staying at home the whole day
Now I've got a headache, lol
Cannot do math homework xD

I cried yesterday
Well, technically this morning,
But you get my drift
My dad left for Bahrain late last night/early this morning,
For 1 whole year =(
He'll only come back twice
And most probably he's not going to be with us for Hari Raya,
Which to me sucks the most
I really just don't feel like blogging
But if I don't blog about something that's major like this,
It would give the impression that I don't freaking give a damn
But I do
Now I really don't know what to say
We wanted to leave at 10pm
But alas, the luggage bag tore and we had to transfer all the luggage into another bag
We met up with all my relatives at Changi Airport Terminal 3
And spent some time making conversations
It was like a normal get together session,
Us laughing and cracking jokes,
And a certain girl pulling my leg hair =.=
Then when it was time for my dad to go,
It got pretty emotional
Everyone in my family cried
And a lot of my relatives cried too
Coz hey,
I'll only be seeing him 3 times over the next 1 year
2 times when he comes here and 1 time when we go there, which probably would be at the end of the year after my showdown with Mr Os

He'll miss one year of our lives
He'll miss 1 of each of our birthdays
He'll miss my Graduation Night, graduating from Victoria School
He'll miss seeing me in whatever condition I would be in when I get home from Graduation Night coz apparently according to Farhan, it falls on my birthday
He'll miss the getting back of my O-Level results
He'll miss my admission into a new school
But the hardest of all to take in, like I said,
He'll miss Hari Raya with us
It's going to be the first time we'll be celebrating it without him

We need time to adjust to this
Last year, he went to Paris for 1 month for work
This year, it's 1 year at Bahrain
I hope he stays safe there =)
And I hope I'll be able to do well for my O-Levels without him by my side =)

Hmm...
Ronaldo is most probably leaving Man Utd
Honestly,
I don't mind if he stays or leaves
Coz Real Madrid's paying a hell lot of money for it
Buy Valencia!
xD
And with that kind of money,
especially...
BENZEMA!!!!
If he goes Man Utd,
I won't freaking care a thing about Ronaldo, lol

Well hello is this thing on?
Is anybody listening?
A brand new day has begun

The first thing that I want do
Make sure that you feel it too
So I'm not the only one

C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness

Ahem ahem
Let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoken
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin' knowin' somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U

I want the sun to shine
All the time
Is that too much to ask
Oh, I want to have some fun
I want all my friends to come
'Cause it's now or never
Learn the words and sing together


C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Your heart deserves your trust
A choice made by all of us
The sun will come back tomorrow
There's a message in the bottle
So come on I'll meet you there
There's enough sunshine to share
As long as you know
The bridge between us is a rainbow

C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can feel something new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Yeah


I know it's a commercial,
But it's a nice song!
Open Happiness - The new Coca-Cola song =)
Give it a listen ;)

I wasted 1 1/2 hours of my Thursday morning trying to work out a single math question
=.=
E Math 2008 Anglican High Paper 2 Qn 7 (ii) anyone?
If anyone knows how to do, contact me ;)
If you don't, well, good luck staring at it for 1 1/2 hours racking your brains and flipping it inside out trying to earn that 3 marks like I did =.=
Stupid question
Could they be more specific on what we should find?
Hello, we didn't freaking learn about freaking rebates in Sec 3
Omg
The question is so freaking unclear
And now I've got a headache
Stupid question (again)
Now I got no mood do homework already
Nvm
I shall do it later =)
Now I think I'll go cut my hair =)

I guess today was a fruitful day
Lol
Woke up in the morning
And I was wondering if I should go training or not
But I had cramps
So I didn't go xD
Haha
But hey, I did my homework ok!
I figured I better start to finish as much as possible instead of cramming it all in the last week =)
So yeap,
I pretty much spent most of the day listening to 98.7 FM and doing my Math homework
I managed to finish both papers for ACS(I) for E Math!
And paper 1 for Anglican High, so I'm now at paper 2 for that =)
For A Math, I finished half of the ACS(I) paper 1, haha
That's a lot, ya noe!
Technically, to complete the mentioned papers,
You need around 7+ hours?
So I figured that was pretty much how much time I spent on math homework today
Not bad huh?
Haha
I could finish my math homework before next week if I keep this up!
But we all know Afi is going to slack off the job halfway, haha
And I got tuition tomorrow, lol.
And I don't think I'm going for the VSCB concert on Friday =(
Luqman said all of my close friends who are going is bringing a girl along, some of them friends, some of them, well, special friends xD
Lmao
If I did go, I won't be bringing anyone, lol
So I'd be really feeling extra there
So i decided not to go, haha
Unless some random girl comes up to me and say she'd like to go to the VSCB concert =.=
LOL!
Imagine that happening!
That's daaaamn weird, haha
Anyways, I heard Ziyad's emcee-ing the concert,
So good luck with that!
You'll gain more admirers by standing there if ya noe what I mean ;)
Haha
Oh wells
I guess that's it
I really wanna go out or something
Anyone taking the initiative to organise an outing please?
Haha
I really wanna enjoy my life
Coz big bad Mr Os is catching up on me real fast, lol.

I practically wasted the whole of today
Lol
I woke up at 6.30 this morning to solat subuh
Then I started (finally) on my math homework,
Which is OMGFREAKINGALOT xD
But my hand was painful,
It's like having cramps, lol
I guess it was the exertions of the floorball training the previous day
And that my body isn't used to that after missing training for so long xD
So I kinda stopped halfway through the ACSI Paper 1, haha
And I didn't do my homework for the rest of the day xD
Should I do it later?
Hmm...
I shall see
Depends on my mood then =P
Haha
I ate lunch at Seoul Garden just now! =)
Didn't get to celebrate my mum's birthday yesterday
So we celebrated today =)
I ate a lot!
And the strawberry ice-cream is DAMN NICE! (yes, it's strawberry, to all those who got it wrong in my facebook quiz xD)
Haha
I slept once I reached home
I slept twice already today, lol
Gonna be 3 times later! =)
Haha
And I miss playing soccer! =(
Dang!
I just wanna kick a freaking soccer ball xD

I've been sleeping late for the past 2 days
Coz my cousin was getting married =)
Yay!
Haha
The whole thing was great!
Except that I'm kinda sleepy now, haha
But seriously, the wedding was great!
But it could have been better if it didn't rain halfway through xD
The rain tempias on the guestbooks and the table
Haha
Speaking of that,
Me, my brother, Kak Wani and Irah were "stationed" at the guestbook table
Supposed to get people to sign
Haha
Dunno where my brother was half the time
Haha
But let me tell you this,
The 2 girls are like, the biggest camwhores! xD
It was like a race to get the most pictures taken xD
So I was kinda the cameraman
These 3 pictures are just 3 of the MANY MANY MANY taken xD







Haha
The whole thing went pretty smoothly =)
At the end, flowers dropped from the sky (no lah, got a lot of extras xD)
So what did the 2 camwhores do?
They took more pictures =.=
Haha
But hey,
I'm not gonna be left out right?
So I took a couple of my own!
xD

With camwhore no. 1 shades xD


With camwhore no. 2 shades xD







And..
I guess they deserve some "alone" limelight xD





Haha
Oh
Before I forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOORDIAH BTE MD DAEM!
It's my mum's 43rd birthday =)
I hope you like the box of chocolates! xD
Haha
I guess that's all folks!
Gosh
I better start on my math homework soon!
xD

Ok
A quick post
I got back my report card yesterday
And guess what?
My physics marks read "75.0"!
Heck, I don't care how the "74.2" transformed into that
But it's an A1! =D
So, yup, my L1R5 now is 15, not 16 =)
Haha
I'm going out soon
My cousin's getting married tomorrow!
Congrats!
Haha
And the weather's damn hot xD

Haha
I got back my Bio and EL today =)
Well, I didn't do well for Bio
I got a C5
But in the mark sheet, it reflected a B4,
And it seems that everybody had their Bio marks "increased" a bit
So who cares?
It's free marks, man xD
And I got my EL too
I knew I kinda screwed up the letter,
I got 17 for that
But my compo was okay, 22 =)
As expected, I failed the comprehension (Yet another 9/25 xD)
But I was OHMYGOD shocked when I got 16/25 for my summary!!
I actually passed it!
And hey, 16 is very good for a retarded summary xD
I didn't even understand the freaking qn
So I couldn't find the points
So what did I do?
I copied down all the chim parts without rewording and hoped for the best xD
Surprise surprise
13/15 for content, and it actually worked! xD
Saved me from failing my English =)
Haha
And about my Chemistry,
I added extra marks and got a B3! =DDDDDD
Haha
So that kinda brings my L1R5 to 16 =)
A bit worse than my target of 15,
But, hey, I guess I'm happy with it,
Even though it's no match with some smart people (looks at the 6th person in my links xD)
Haha
I made you scroll down didn't I?
Haha
Oh wells,
I guess I'm gonna start mugging for Prelim 2 next week =)

I got back some papers today
I'm gonna be honest here
The A Math papers were soooooooooo difficult
I was damn demoralised
I thought that my hopes for an A1 had gone down the drain
And when I got back my paper,
I calculated my marks and,
74!
Ok
A2, not bad
But so freaking close to an A1
Then I scrutinized my script for damn long
(We had 11.20-2.15 to do that, plus the 2.30-3.30 at the auditorium)
And I managed to add 1 mark each for paper 1 and 2
So I calculated my final marks and....
(drumrolls)
75.1!!!!
OH MY @#$$@#$@# GOD!!!
#$@#$!!!!
#@$#%$#!!!
%@$@#$##$@!!!
I GOT A1 FOR A MATH!!!
$#@$$@#$@#$%!!!
Ok
I've calmed down
OMG!!!!
A1 FOR A MATH!!!!
That was soooo unexpected
I seriously did not expect an A1!
That means I completed a "double A1" for math =DDDDDD
Ee Shuan's the other guy who achieved that in my class
Imba guy
Top for both, lol
And don't be sad, Kaine xD
My physics results were surprising too
Considering it was the Science subject which I studied the least,
It might be the Science subject I score best! xD
I got 74 for it, 74.2 to be exact
Soooo close to A1
But my physics teacher apparently wanted to go through a new topic today and go through the paper on Friday =.=
So I couldn't get a chance to scrutinize for that 1 mark I needed for an A1 =(
It's a plot to prevent me from getting an A1! xD
And Hamzah also got the same as me, lol
Poor us, so close to an A1, haha
But seriously, is it the effects of tuition kicking in?
I can't really feel it,
But, wow, my results for physics are starting to show =D
Haha
And the last paper I got today was my humans
On the dot B4!
Whew
I was aiming for a B3 though
Oh wells,
At least an improvement from the Cs I've been getting for my humans xD
So, yup, I guess it was not that bad =)
It was a morale boost after that C6 for HML and especially B4 for Chem, which was damn unexpected for me, last week
So I guess I'll be confirming my L1R5 tomorrow,
When I get my Bio and EL results back
I got a dreadful feeling I'll fail my EL though =(
So any kind of pass would make me happy xD
And I'll be meeting the guy from VJC tomorrow too for the DSA thing =D
Which reminds me,
I must fill up the form!
(Yet another last minute work by Afi xD)
Ciaos!

Intensive revision starts tomorrow =(
Haha
And I didn't go training today =(
Coz I can't run
Or walk
Well, maybe can walk lah, but really painful
Let's not talk about it here,
But let's just say that I went through a REALLY painful procedure to try and "cure" it xD
And hopefully I'll be ok for school tomorrow =)