I'm confused. Should I let the past be the past? Is the past worth thinking about? Or should I look to the future?

Lying in bed at night is a time for someone to sleep. However, this has not been the case for me. I lie in bed for 1 hour before I sleep coz I'm always thinking about the past and how I could have changed it for the better.

Once something is done, it's done. Yeah, I know that. I can accept most things in my life when they're gone. But this is different. It's something that will change my life forever.

Very few things in my life deserves my thinking of it every day and every night. But, like I said, it's different.

Every single day, I think about it.... What should I do? Should I just move on or is it worth chasing back?

All those years I had..... I could have changed it.... But I chose not to... Coz of personal reasons......

Gone are all those years in which I could have made that significant change in my life... I feel like regretting it but should I?

I have a heart that's hurt deep inside. What I say may not make sense. I try to be jovial most of the time but I guess it's time to confide.

Rolling into confession... That's what I should do to make me better.... Don't bug me about this post... I hate it when people talk to me about the EMO side of me...

Listen, I could not have made it any clearer to you beloved readers of my blog. So, for those of you who grasp what I am trying to say, my advice is- Keep it to yourself, PLEASE. This post will either make complete sense to some of you guys or utter nonsense to others. But, seriously, keep it to yourself for those some of those who understand my true feelings. Thanks. I feel better now.