Fcuk man!
Had a freaking bad day today
Even soccer did not cheer me up
Coz some of my closer soccer friends did not turn up :-(

I can't believe I was so close to it
I was SO freaking close to it
I blew that oppotunity
I was so freaking waiting for that freaking opportunity
And I freaking SCREWED UP!
Have you ever had the feeling that you were so close to getting something and it just flew out of your grasp?
Fcuk!
I was trying to be patient all this while
But it did not freaking pay off
I hate this fcuking life of mine
This fcuking restricted life of mine
I hate fcuked up restictors....
Sorry for the use of vulgarities guyz....
I just need to get this freaking feeling off my chest
Fcuk