Have you heard of the butterfly effect?
Go google it if you haven't
I'm afraid I might have started one
If I hadn't started it, it would rob the joy and some pain my friends should have had
But seeing how it brought much more pain than joy, I'm beginning to think that I've made bad decisions in my life
Maybe I shouldn't have encouraged it
Maybe I shouldn't have started this butterfly effect
Now, I'm seeing my friends suffer because of my mistakes
One thing leads to another
And let me tell you this,
If you told me 3 months ago that the events in this past month would happen,
I would have thought it was a totally impossible joke
And now that "totally impossible joke" is staring at me dead in the eye
How could I have forseen this coming?
And it seems that people can be clingy sometimes
But now, I guess I'll just hope for the best =)

On a sidenote, have you ever been pranked big time before?
And you cried because of the sensitivity of it?
Bcoz you thought it was really true?
And even when you learnt the truth, you're still really sad?
How do I make this sadness go away?
The thought of what if the prank was true makes me shudder
But hey, I just have to get over it right?

MY LIFE IS JUST SO CONFUSING RIGHT NOW