I've been thinking a lot about my life so far
There's been a lot happening in my life
And yes, I've been kinda mentally emo, LOL
VJ's changed me, yes, in a way
And I'm freaking confused right now, about this certain thing
Seriously, FML
But then, I just want everything to stop
I want everything to rewind, back to 9/10/2009
I want to relive Graduation Night again
I want to put on my formal attire, complete with the tie and fedora again
I want to feel stage fright of going on stage again
I want to screw up emcee with Hassan and Taufik again
I want to have that formal dinner at the hall again
I want to take pictures with my damn freaking awesome Victorian friends
I want my heart to be touched by seeing everyone wrap up their 4 awesome memorable years in VS
I want to hear the whole school chanting a birthday song for me again
I want to get chasen down like a prey and dunked into the school pond again
I want to be a Victoria School student for one night again
Much in my life has been FML, but then what I really want is to forget everything and all the complications I'm facing right now and move back to the old VS days again, when everything was care-free
I realise that 9/10/2009, VS Grad Nite Class of '09 was the best night of my life, by a mile
I want to relive it, but I know I can't
That was the past, I had the chance to live past this only once, and so I have done
And now I have to look forward to the future
Hopefully all things would come to a good end
And you were right, I have freaking low self-esteem in myself