Pardon the use of vulgar language I'm about to use, but
I've made so many fucking mistakes in my life
Many that I've regret
But it's just that I don't have the fucking courage sometimes to correct them
It's all my fault and no one else's, just like it has always been
School's being suckish coz it's been going on
And I can't even fucking do a simple good drag shot in floorball anymore
I don't want this to continue till A Div
Fuck, I don't want this to continue another day
It's not that I don't want to make this right
I think everyday on what I should do to make everything alright, but each time I'd think I'll look and sound like an idiot doing that
Fuck, it's not nice to be avoided right?
Maybe I deserve it, maybe I really do
Maybe I deserve to get fucked up coz of everything I've done
I just wonder when the day would come when I'll be a fucking man
But this is just fucking awkward for me sometimes
I'm sorry guys, for cursing so much
I just needed to let that out(: