Monday, May 3, 2010
FUCK
I swear I'm fucking frustrated right now
I'm sitting in this 28 bus going home coz I can't take mrt without paying for a standard ticket
My ez link has expired and I fucking don't have a clue why it is
Except that I only found out about it today after I attempted to board a bus
Lucky I had coins or I'd be fucked
So I had to fork out 55c for 3 bus rides each
And this 28 bus?
I paid $1.55 for it coz I paid 55c then the fucking bus driver told me I had to pay adult fare and I couldn't pay $1.40 so I had to put my fucking dollar in
That makes it $3.20
I've got school and match tmr and I don't know how and when the fuck I'm gng to solve this ez link shit coz I NEED TO TRAVEL
I fucking paid for bus concession and now they have to suck my money on this shit
I swear I'm fucking stressed right now, with this ez link shit and school work and a div and social problems
Seriously, I'm a guy who doesn't really thrive under stress so please don't fault me for that
But now you have to tell me not to make my plight seem so bad
It's not only THAT problem that's making me like this, you know, it's THAT thing AND everything else in my life
You tell me that my life isn't bad but I think it IS bad
If it weren't for my awesome friends, idk what would have happened to me
Just don't tell me that I don't deserve to see my life as plightful coz I'm really trying to get that thought in my head but everything that's happening in my life seem to life seem to disagree with you
I'm not blaming you
I never had
I never will
I'm just frustrated with myself that I made my life like this and that I would think that my life is plightful
Fine, you're right
I'm wrong
But I would really appreciate it if you allow me to criticize my life and not tell me not to make things so plightful
There
My stop has arrived
10:32 PM